April 2011
2 posts
Tomorrow is a new day and I swear I’ll change my ways.
March 2011
12 posts
Curse or Blessing?
My body has betrayed me. My immune system had abandoned me. My throat has completely turned against me. I’m sick.
For the third time in five weeks.
I’m annoyed, I’m frustrated and I sound and feel like crap. But I have realized that sometimes God uses crap to get your attention. My headache has subsided enough that I can actually get my homework done today and I have gotten 12...
Beautifully broken.
I had a vision once of a rock that slowly started to crack and break. There were dozens of cracks. The rock was still in tact, but majorly damaged. Then slowly light started seeping from these cracks. It grew brighter and brighter. Soon the light coming from behind this rock bathed everything in it’s viscinity.
That’s God’s love. He can’t shine through us unless...
“The sum of the parts is greater than the whole.”
– Professor Gary Allen Marshall. (Speaking complete crap.)
Serene(Chaos)
I’m tired of people and their judgment.
I want to be alone.
In peace.
In solitude.
I’m going to the cabin.
I’m taking my God, my guitar and my favorite pen.
And it will be perfect.
February 2011
24 posts
G'Night and G'Luck
I don’t cry anymore. And that’s a good place to start.
Ramble: To speak or write at length and with many...
I have had no ambition to do anything that I would consider to be good for me. The list includes:
Quiet time, homework, cleaning, practicing my guitar, and exercising.
The most ridiculous part of this to me is that I know the results of what happens when I don’t do these things.
So it all boils down to this; what’s stopping me? What has made it’s way into my head and planted...
I'm frequently reminded...
… that the mind can distort the past and in the process change the way your future may have been if you hadn’t distorted the past. (Are you following me?)
Don’t re-write your history.
It is what it is.
Grow from your mistakes.
If you don’t recognize that you have made them and learn not to repeat them, you’ll end up making the same mistakes in the future.
Because...
“We’re perfect. You and me. When we’re together, it’s perfect.”
– Becky McCarley
“I’m afraid sometimes you’ll play lonely games too,
games you can’t win
...”
– Dr. Seuss
The beginning...
I have no faith that I will actually keep this updated, but I have always had ambitions to be faithful journaler. Not necessarily because I think it will help me sort through my feelings and emotions, but because I love the idea of being able to look back through time and see how I have grown and how my interests, dreams and desires have changed. I think this could be a great way to do that. So,...